Forgive And Let Go

With Every Ending There's A New Beginning

2010-05-17T06:11:00.000-07:00

Wow, it's the middle of May already. Time sure flies man i say that too much.
Ok, let's recap.
EASTER PARTY WAS AWESOME!!!=)
I can't believe i manage(with the help of many others, too many too thank) to pull off an easter party.
It was stressful but it was enjoyable.
There are now a new legion of small farts, I can actually calll them now. YAY!!!=)
Wow, 27 of them, that's sure a lot.
Training Camp was so fun, it was fun watching all of them bonding toghether, they bonded so quickly, faster than my team even.
You know what i feel old now. Just one year in this process and you can feel old already.
I mean after going through all the joy sadness highs and low of last year it makes you think where all the time went.
I know I won't be able to do things as a team again but i'll never forget them.
I would do an entire list of things i want to say but that's too much to say and i just wanna say I love you all with all my heart.=)
Oh ya, The OT first's practice well you can't actually call it a practice i guess the senior were preparing for marian congress and they were AWESOME!!!!=)
I really enjoyed Father Robert(I think that's his name) and Sister Sheryll( not sure how to spell it XD) talk. They were really funny and entertaining.
But the best part was the one on charism and gifts.
I really felt the spirit flowing in me and i think that God wants to use me in more ways than 1.
I really thank God for all this and i'll never forget it. Thank you God!!!!=)

Love the lord you God with all your heart with all your soul and all you mind and with all your strength. Deuteronomy 6:5

Happy Easter!!!

2010-04-04T01:16:00.000-07:00

Well, i sure haven't blogged in a while now haven't I.
Let's see a lot of things have happen. I got the highest in my chemistry exam. I have an easter party to organise. I am in the progress of writing a song. Well that is sure a lot of things.
Let's begin last month there was RSS and we all had to do last minute practices and everything. Hey it was tough but its our speciality. =)
Last month was this small boy's birthday. I can't call him that now since i Have to consider him as mature now.
His reaction is one to remember. His face and the words that came out of his mouth were damn funny. After he calmed down about being so sesasted and not realising what was going on, we were very sexist about theseating. Guys on one side, girls on the other. XD
Well that was a great day.
Alright, next........ EASTER!!!!!
YAY!!! IT"S EASTER!!!!
I've got less than 3 weeks left.
I can do it!!!
I can do it!!!
You guys better come for easter party!!!You Better!!!
OH ya. Yesterday's so called supper.
I must admit i have the most sesated friends ever.We always do sesated stuff no matter where we go. But what the heck it's fun
Now i found out a very interesting fact yesterday.
Two of my friends have never eaten a ramli burger b4.
All of us was said the exact same thing. "Are you Malaysian????"
You are not malaysian unless you have eaten a ramli burger seriously.
OH well whatever they'll get their chance soon.
Alright that's about it.
Dom singing off.

it's a scary world out there

2010-02-12T22:15:00.000-08:00

It's the eve of CNY, and the worst of luck came to me. Some indian bastard came with a parang and snactched my gold chain. SCREW THE MORON!!!! F**K HIM!!! But i am grateful that I'm ok, the chain might be gone but God is good to me, very good to me. After the incident, I took a shower to cool myself down and you know what, God is always on my side. I didn't get hurt and my mom found my pendant of Mary and Jesus on the floor. I was so releived cause i had that chain for all my life and I'm very lucky that the pendant is still with me. Guys and girls, please be careful this CNY period cause things like this are bound to happen.

I praise you my Lord, my God, for you have blessed me all my life and you have been there for me always and forever.

Sleepy

2010-01-21T01:06:00.000-08:00

I need more sleep........

It has dawn on me that I am laking sleep and a whole lot of it. I think the sleep I didn't get during rally and practices are catching up to me. Not only that, when i try to sleep in the afternoon, I CAN"T!!!! I had this stupid problem ever since I was kid and this is really bugging me. OH sure unless I am really exhausted which rarely happens anymore. Haiz....

I am so screwed, I have a ton of homework which I haven't done yet. Man I can't get a break this year. The only thing worth waiting for is friday night and sunday. I miss my team. =(

Why must teachers give so much homework?

2010-01-13T22:16:00.000-08:00

It's been 2 weeks since school started and i already have so much freaking homework. Let's see

Maths- MY favourite subject. Yet everytime there's maths period, Pn Anna will give homework.
I've done 8 exercises in just one week. It's getting ridiculous!!!
Add. Maths- OK. Not as bad as I thought it would be. It's quite fun actually but as usual my friends don't understand a single thing and I have to teach them. AGAIN!!!
Physics- You know if my maths period was b4 my physics period I've would've understand Physics much faster. Oh well what are you gonna do...
Chemistry- It's alright, first lesson already got practical. I still haven't done my report yet. Stupid reading!!! Haiz...

You know, I am still wondering what to do for my future. Teachers kept on talking abt going with your strengths. Well if that was the case I should have gone to Arts. But, oh well what's done is done. Hope my choice is a good one.

4 Ixora

2010-01-04T05:35:00.000-08:00

School started today. I was like go school, find out class, suprise people that I was still a prefect and so on and so on.

To my delight, I was in 4 Ixora, it's an ok class la, have some friends there, not too bed. Couldn't say much abt my friends la. I predicted that Sam would go to 4A and Jeanne would go to 4BR and you know what, I was right!!!=) Jeanne was so pissed that i cursed her into that class!!! LOL!!! Well, lessons start tomorow, I can't wait to start ADD MATHS.

Oh, and another reminder. If you find my blog and read this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIKIN!!!! =)

2010

2010-01-04T05:34:00.000-08:00

Wow, it's 2010 already. Time sure flies!!!

Time sure flies!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

2009-12-25T04:32:00.000-08:00

Well, I haven't blogged in a while but i felt bored so here goes.

YOUTH RALLY 2009!!!!

Youth Rally was awesome!!! Everybody did so well and we manage to outreach to at least 200 people and it's all thank to you Jesus!!!

There were a lot of new participants this year and they were all great!!! They danced like crazy, they sang their hearts out. It was an awesome rally and it was the most different compared to the last few rallies coz we ended in on a high instead of being very emo but it was still an awesome rally. I could blog a lot more abt it but the other members have already wrote all there is so it's ok.

After rally, we had two outings in two days and they were amazing. First outing was at tropicana club house bowling was fun but i prefer the one in sunway. I went for practice for a while. When I came they all were bored of campwhoring. Swimming was so fun, Zack and I were head to head until someoneshoted and ask to head back but it was nothing and we were both pissed coz we were so close. Later, the girls wanted to feel tall so angie got on top of alex and Ke Li got on to of me and they both started fighting, Angie won but only just only just. Later, we stayed at alex's house and chiled out.

Second outing was even more fun. There were more people and it was more fun. I won't blogged that much abt it la. Lazy la. But one thing can be said, I can finally skate fast. Yeah!!!

I went Pangkor for holiday.Nothing much went swimming, worked out a bit and ate a lot nothing much.

I got my PMR result yesterday. I was suprised, really really suprised, I though I did enough to get at least 5A's, when i got my slip, I was shocked that I only got 3. All my friends did very well, really really well and I guess I was a bit dissapointed. But I can't feel too down abt it, I did my best so I'm ok now.

It was so good to see most of my team during mass. I missed them so much. Well, I've written a lot already la. I'll stop now I guess.

Jesus, Thank you For everything you've done in my life, no matter if it was bad or good I still thank you for it. THANK YOU JESUS!!!

Outing!!!

2009-12-08T21:33:00.000-08:00

Outing was so fun!!!!

When my bro and I reached there, we thought we were the only ones there. We arrived exactly at 1 and there was no one there.

Finally, Daphney arrived then we saw Ben and Angie. Ben came at 11 something so he went shopping. He brought this new shirt and kept on saying that he lost a tooth buying it. lol.

Finallly, everyone came and we all went bowling. Then Alex, Dom T and Alex's friend showed up.

Bowling was cool, I got a Strike!!!!

Then we went ice-skating, i was excited and nervous coz i have never been ice-skating b4. It was an enjoyful and painful experience. I fell down like 10 times, but it was cool when I finally got the hang of it. Thanks to Ash, Angie and Ai Li for teaching me!!!=) Dylan and I were like woah this is so cool wei. It was also fun to watch Ai Li try to chase Meng Kuen.

After skating for about 2 hours i think, we went to eat. It was to fun play around with zack. We hid his food everytime he left. Damn funny wei.

We went to sushi king coz some of them didn't want to eat McD. Mike and I decided to play around with the others and pretend that aunty pat was calling us. It was so funny, Ke Li was so blur!!!

After that we went to the arcade to relax, the most fun thing to watch was alex getting pawned by the girls, Daphney was a pro!!!

All in all, it was a great day even though I was the to leave...=( But i still had fun and I will never forget the 09 team. Thank you God for this wonderful journey!!!

It's December!!!

2009-12-03T07:30:00.000-08:00

Wow, times sure flies!!!!
It felt just like yesterday when Ivy told me I was on the team, all of a sudden, Rally is just 1 week away!!! I can't beleive it!!!!

But i have to, It's just a week away and we need to polish up everything.

God sure works in ways I cannot imagine, He has helped all 23 of us to meet up and formed this awesome team. We are very grateful to HIm, for giving us the graduates who work their butts off for us, Aunty Pat and Uncle Richard.Thank you all so much!!!!

Guys, remember to pray hard and sleep well. Remember, God will make a way, where there seems to be no way.

7 days until rally, WE CAN DO IT!!!!

Very meaningful song

2009-11-17T07:21:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we fall down and can't get back up
we're hiding behind skin that's too tough
how come we don't say I love you enough
till it's to late, it's not too late

Our hearts are hungry for a food that won't come
we could make a feast from these crumbs
and we're all staring down the barrel of a gun
so if your life flashed before you
what would you wish you would've done

Yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

And if your plane fell out of the skies
who would you call with your last goodbyes
should be so careful who we live out our lives
so when we long for absolution
there'll no one on the line

Yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh-- like we're dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live -- like we're dying

We never know a good thing till it's gone
you never see a crash until it's head on
all those people right when we're dead wrong
you never know a good thing till it's gone

Yeah... gotta start
lookin at the hand of the time we've been given here
this is all we got and we gotta start livin it
every second counts on a clock that's tickin'
gotta live like we're dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying

Like we're dying oh -- like we're dying [x2]

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
turn it all around or throw it all away
we gotta tell 'em that we love 'em
while we got the chance to say
gotta live like we're dying
live like we're dying

It kinda reminds of how i use to feel, I felt like dying when I was a kid, I hated my life i really hated it until i wanted to commit suicide. My life sucked!!!

But now i really see hope and meaning in my life. My life has really turned around. Joining the team has given me so much. I'm not the only one that has their life turned around, all my teammates too. We have all gone through so much together and we have experienced a lot. God will always be there for us and we will always praise and worship the LORD!!!!

Must Not Be That Tense

2009-11-12T07:20:00.000-08:00

There are a lot things you learn everyday. Today i learn 3 things.

1. I need to relax a little and not be so tense up. I got so tense today, i just started shouting at people. I really need to work on that.

2. We are really far behind. Rally is 28 days away and we are not ready physically and mentally. I don't know whether i should be posting this anot but it is just how i feel.

3. This is the weirdest of them all. I can actually do a split. Well, not a full spilt like lizzie's one but yeah close to a split. When i suddenly did it, all the opening team was like what the nonsense!!! Ben even said: "That is not human, that is not human!!!" It's funny, i've never done a split before and now i can actually do it. I did a few cartwheels today as well which was weird since the last time i did a cartwheel was when i was like 7. Oh well.

I need to pray, pray and pray everyday. I need to get my act together, be more responsible, and be less and I mean less TENSE!!!! God, please help me!!!!!

Whew!!!

2009-11-08T04:34:00.000-08:00

You know when Jude and Marc said during the first training camp: " Once you say yes and accept to join this team, you're life is gonna be like hell!!!" Ya it was something like that. Well anyway, now i truly understand what they mean. When they said hell, they really meant HELL!!!!! The practice we are having are really stressful and it takes out a lot of energy out of you. We are almost there, but still got a long way to go. You know, we have to really credit the graduates, they went through what we are going through and much much more. WHEW!!!! When training camp comes around in the next two weeks, everything must be PERFECT, absolutely PERFECT!!!!

THIRD TRAINING CAMP: 12 DAYS

No longer boring

2009-11-01T03:04:00.001-08:00

I won't be bored for a long time now. And that's a good thing. OK, first off, Fellowship was AWESOME!!!!! It was great, the parents really loved it, I mean really really loved it. Zach and Michelle were awesome, they were the best. Eliz, Daphney and Gabriel did really well. The praise and worship leaders(Bernard and Anne) and the musicians were great, even though the parents didn't jump much. LOL. The food was quite good too. Finally, doing the AME was really really AWESOME wei!!! It was really fun to watch all the parents laughing like crazy.And last but not least Michael Ho, Dylan and Zach dancing was off the hook man. They were truly awesome. All in all it was a good day for all of us. Now today's practice was very very tiring. Dancing is getting getting harder and harder now. I really need to work triply as hard now. Come on guys, we can do it!!!!

Countdown: 19 days till Camp

A lot of things to do

2009-10-27T04:31:00.000-07:00

Wow, finally after pmr I am not that bored. First of all, I am in charge of fellowship and it is really,really stressful. I've had to choose who's doing what, then i chose myself to do drama, I don't even know why I did that and finally i have to play drums for the fellowship. I mean, come on, i take one responsibility and then people give me more. Haiz, well at least i am enjoying it. Today, went to church and practiced the drama for fellowship and i have to admit, ben is really good at drama, jeanne is her usual herself and dylan can't stop laughing. Well, who can't stop laughing when they're doing I've Been A Shota. Well hope that this fellowship will be a good one. Guys please remember to practice your ice-breakers and our dance ok.

My Friend Jeanne

2009-10-21T08:36:00.000-07:00

You know, you meet people, you might get along with with them, you might not. But, two years ago, i met somebody which would become my best friend, but i didn't know that. Who can predict the future, nobody right? So i didn't know what to expect, but when i met this person, i met a friend for life. Her name is Jeanne, and she's a very special person. She can be crazy, moody and a tee bit critical, but she is a very talented, kind and wonderful person. Now, the reason I'm putting out this post is because i know that people love to criticize her, annoy her and bring her down, even I do it myself and she can't take it because she's just like any normal person. Now if anybody sees this post, I just wanna tell you all, Please Respect Jeanne as an individual, yes she can be annoying, disturbing and critical of people, but please remind yourselves that we too are the same sometimes. So please don't be so critical of her ok. Please and thank you.

P.S I am writing post for her sake even though she didn't ask me too.
P.P.S For the team members reading this, please be remindful of this post.

Bored

2009-10-16T09:12:00.000-07:00

Well, now that pmr is over, i have all the time in the world and i have no way to spend it. Well today's practice was ok ok la. I only practiced with my group today and we did quite well. the rest of the groups were awesome, very very awesome. I mean come on, they improved since the last time i saw them. They were super-duper great. i hope that the sunday school launching goes well. Well, the other thing abt today. I realise i could take up a job in counseling. I mean i have given advice to so many people already and some of the advice is quite good. Mm might make a nice career or i could take a career in teaching maths, yea that might work. Well i can worry about my future another time guess. Hope i did well for pmr. Oh well time to sleep, good night!!!

To all the team member, good luck and god bless!!!

PMR is OVER!!!!!!!

2009-10-12T20:36:00.000-07:00

After so long, it's finally over. PMR is OVER!!!!!!!!! YES!!! YES!!! YES!!!!

Well, i did quite ok, considering everything la. Well, now that pmr is over, i got another big task to do. YOUTH RALLY 2009!!! I so need to catch up on my dramas and ice-breakers. But before that, i have to take care of the fellowship next week. Haiz.... It's gonna be even more hectic now, but at least i can catch up on my sleep. YAY!!!

COME TO THE SIC YOUTH RALLY 2009!!!

Hating PMR!!!

2009-10-08T02:57:00.000-07:00

Man today was unbelievable
First of all, i didn't bring my pencilbox for test, how could i have been so stupid???
Luckily for me it was english so i could do it with just a pencil.Then after i called my dad to get my pencilbox. YAY!!! Now can do work without worry!!! My foot la!!! I did quite well for my english but SCIENCE!!! STUPID FREAKING SCIENCE!!! I got 7 Stupid Wrong. How the hell could i be so bloody careless....Haiz... To make matters worse Paper 2 was even harder. The things i studied so much for were all for nothing. Haiz.... Well i have to put all this behind me now and just pray ad hope that the examiner who marks my paper will not be so linient on my paper. Well 'll just have to hope for the best then

I HATE PMR!!!

BM was HORRIBLE!!!!

2009-10-06T22:12:00.000-07:00

as the title says... BM was HORRIBLE!!! I mean come on people say PMR is easy, My foot la...
i jus hope my paper 2 can make up for my horrible paper 1. haiz...
tomorow can relax a bit but must get an A for science it is a MUST GET!!!
i pray for everybody taking pmr good luck guys

SIC Youth Rally Outreach Team 2009!!!

2009-10-05T23:46:00.000-07:00

The most AWESOME team ever!!!

This team changed my life and i am so grateful for this team.

We just did our launching last weekend and it was the BOMB!!!

I hope that we can outreach to the other youths and make a difference. Best Team Ever!!!

PMR IS TOMOROW!!!

2009-10-05T09:14:00.000-07:00

Yes I made a blog.
I am trying to release stress so yeah what the heck.
Anyway,
PMR is TOMOROW!!!
I am nervous and at the same time confident.
Wow, that rarely happens.
Anyway good luck to the student taking PMR!!!